First Fill

So FINALLY I got my first fill.  4ccs in a 10cc band....woah!  The first three days were kind of tough, getting stuck left and right.  Now I'm good but now know I still need more fill.  I go back again on July 12th to get more but I'm gonna have to really start working harder on what I'm doing.  I will finally have a car so it is GYM TIME asap!  Soooo excited!  I can't wait to get this going in full effect.  I have been slipping up with my shakes and really haven't had the greatest selections of food to choose from this last week.  My uncle passing away put a damper on that.  I have determined that my shock collar does NOT like stress.  Papaya enzyme has quickly become my new best friend.  I have been dealing with a lot of personal issues as well so that doesn't help.  I love all of the support that I get from everyone but one very important person to me hasn't really been there so that hasn't been easy to deal with.  Whoever said silence is golden is full of....well you know.  Hopefully he's overcoming the hurdles that he needs to as well.  Anyway only down another 1.5 but I know at weigh in I was retaining.  Gotta love that TOM.  Hoping that next weigh in will be much more pleasing.  It should be once I start doing the gym thing.  Cross your fingers for me.  I'll update again soon.  Till then....

Week 6

So I went to the doctors yesterday.  I am still swollen around my port so I could not get my fill again however I am still losing so he isn't all that concerned about it yet.  He stuck a needle in it and there is no infection so I am just waiting for the swelling to go away.  I am now down 41 lbs in 6 weeks.  That's pretty exciting.  Don't really have the "guilt" about eating solids anymore.  Once in a while it does kick in but other than that it hasn't been to bad.  Been pretty stressed out lately so the head hunger is in full effect but I've been keeping my head in check so that's a good thing.  My next goal is to be at my 50lb mark by the 14th.  That gives me 2 weeks to lose 9 lbs.  Definitely gonna start working out more now.  The weather has been insanely hot so it would be great to sweat it out of  me lol.  Well off to do my thing.  Dr. appointment on the 14th so I'll update again then.  New pics below so check them out!  Till then...

Progress pics after 4 weeks

Side View Pics taken 5/11 31 lbs down

Front View Pics taken 5/11 31 lbs down