First Fill

So FINALLY I got my first fill.  4ccs in a 10cc band....woah!  The first three days were kind of tough, getting stuck left and right.  Now I'm good but now know I still need more fill.  I go back again on July 12th to get more but I'm gonna have to really start working harder on what I'm doing.  I will finally have a car so it is GYM TIME asap!  Soooo excited!  I can't wait to get this going in full effect.  I have been slipping up with my shakes and really haven't had the greatest selections of food to choose from this last week.  My uncle passing away put a damper on that.  I have determined that my shock collar does NOT like stress.  Papaya enzyme has quickly become my new best friend.  I have been dealing with a lot of personal issues as well so that doesn't help.  I love all of the support that I get from everyone but one very important person to me hasn't really been there so that hasn't been easy to deal with.  Whoever said silence is golden is full of....well you know.  Hopefully he's overcoming the hurdles that he needs to as well.  Anyway only down another 1.5 but I know at weigh in I was retaining.  Gotta love that TOM.  Hoping that next weigh in will be much more pleasing.  It should be once I start doing the gym thing.  Cross your fingers for me.  I'll update again soon.  Till then....